Kamis, 12 April 2012

My Confession

The first time I saw you is when I'm in the 1st grade of senior high school, did you know that I have a different feeling with you? I know you didn't know it. Time pass away.. and everytime when I met you I think you have a different sight when you saw me, you always saw me like I have something wrong in my self. In the fact, I don't know who you are, and you don't know who I am. Until I act to be your freaky stalker, start from there I know who you are and you know who I am.
Texting everyday and every night. Did you know when we are texting I always smile like weirdo? and my friend told me that I already changed to be an idiot girl. Did you know that I always waiting for your text/call everytime? did you know that I love you secretly? I think it's too late to tell you that I love you more than you know, because you already have someone special in your heart. I know I just can hide this feeling. Did you know that I cried over for you? I never want to do this. I know when the girl cry over for a guy means that she's love him so much. For some reason, I just can't hate you and I don't know why. If only you knew how special you are. I wanted to ask you how you felt about me, but I never did because I was afraid I might not like what you had to say. I know I already hurt my self  just by keeping all my feelings hidden. Our small, stupid conversations mean so much more to me than you'll ever know. I always keep myself busy with things to do, but everytime I pause, I still think of you. Did you know  whenever I miss you I read your texts over and over again? You don't know how much I want to say "Hi" but I can't because I feel like I'm bothering you. I said I'm over you but every time my phone vibrates, my heart still wishes it's a text from you. did you know even a single text from you can change my mood?You will never know how much I love you. I try to move on but I fail. I'm afraid to let you go, I'm not ready enough to losing you. I'm tired of waiting, getting false hopes and end up getting hurt. I can't lie, I miss you much. I never regret to know you. Thank you for giving a new color in my life. Promise me that you’ll always remember me :') 
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by: NHF